Wednesday, August 22, 2012

When We All Get to Heaven...


Sing the wondrous love of Jesus,
Sing His mercy and His grace;
In the mansions bright and blessed
He'll prepare for us a place.
 
When we all get to heaven, 
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus, 
We'll sing and shout the victory!
 
While we walk the pilgrim pathway,
Clouds will overspread the sky;
But when traveling days are over,
Not a shadow, not a sigh.
 
When we all get to heaven, 
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus, 
We'll sing and shout the victory!
 
Let us then be true and faithful,
Trusting, serving every day;
Just one glimpse of Him in glory
Will the toils of life repay.

When we all get to heaven, 
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus, 
We'll sing and shout the victory!
 
Onward to the prize before us!
Soon His beauty we'll behold;
Soon the pearly gates will open'
We shall tread the streets of gold.
 
When we all get to heaven, 
What a day of rejoicing that will be!
When we all see Jesus, 
We'll sing and shout the victory!
 
 
My friend Kris ministers to homeless individuals in our community.  Someday I'll find the words to write about Kris and what an inspiration she is to me.  Kris's husband Keith first met Greg in our downtown park.  He told Keith that homeless folks have interesting stories to tell and asked if Keith knew anyone who could write his story.  Kris had been praying about an opportunity to write the stories of the homeless.  Kris and Greg became friends.  Kris listens and Kris prays.  I believe those are the two most important ingredients in a friend!  Kris had the joy of leading Greg to Christ almost a year ago.  You can read about it here: Ponderings, Kris's blog.  

Greg knew joy and love in the last year, but he still continued to know pain.  Greg gave Jesus his heart one year ago tomorrow.  This past Monday, Greg met Jesus face to face.  He's treading streets of gold.  He's won the victory.  Greg's pain is over.  

Last night, I sat around a table with Kris and 22 other folks, and we made plans to reach out, share food, share hygiene products, share clothes, share music, share encouraging words, and get to know some homeless folks in our community.  We know we can't "fix" everything, but we can DO something.  I will do something, with the memory of a beautiful, dignified man in my heart.

Rest in Peace, Greg.
 

 
 
 

Friday, August 17, 2012

Yourizey Koira, Days 3 & 4 (Thursday 7/26 & Friday 7/27)

 Sometimes you just know you're standing on Holy Ground.  This village is Holy Ground.  This village wasn't originally "on the radar" of our church.  It's not one of the villages on the road we committed to evangelize and serve.  Men from this village went looking for truth and they found it being taught in a village right across the river, one of "our" villages.  These men heard the truth, believed, were obedient in baptism, and obedient in the Great Commission.  They took the truth back to their village and shared with their wives, families, and friends.  This village has a growing body of brave believers.  They are facing persecution and some downright scary things have happened in their village, but they are not deterred.  Ten new believing women will be baptized this weekend.
 On our first day in this village, we took "the long way."  We drove to the compound of our brave, toothless, first believer.  The men spent the day teaching believers more of God's word. These men can't read, so they listen to God's word again and again.  They memorize, internalize, repeat, and soak in the truth, so they can share and teach.  Before the day was over, a friend our believers had invited to visit for the day, was on his way to the river to be faithful in his new commitment.
 We women started, as always, with groups of curious children.  Soon their mothers came near, with their farming tools in hand, to listen to stories from the bible.  They stayed, and stayed, and stayed, and listened as we desperately scrambled for more applicable and understandable stories.  They didn't talk much, but they listened politely.  Women in this culture can't make a public proclamation of faith unless their husband allows it.  As a teacher, I looked at the eyes of our "students" and recognized the eyes of confusion, defensiveness, kindness, curiosity, and that look we teachers live for--the "I GET IT!" look.  HIS word does not return void.

The children in this village were shy, until Morgan decided it was time to sing and dance.  We played and played and sad little faces started to smile and giggles filled the air. 

 The next morning, we took the short-cut.  We crossed the river in boats--more similar to canoes.  The water is a lovely shade of brown and the current moves quickly, but it was a cool, relaxing ride.  This day, we met at the farm of our first believer's father.  This day was, hands down, my favorite day of our visit.  We got to fellowship with, disciple, and encourage believing men and their wives.  Mid-day, we began preparations for a shared meal.  Our trip was scheduled during Ramadan, when Muslims fast from sun-up to sun-down.  This is the first year that our believers in this village have not participated in the fast.  This is huge!  They stand out like sore thumbs.  It was an honor to share a meal with our brothers and sisters in Christ.
 We spent at least an hour picking through the rice to remove bugs and pieces of chaff.
 The rice, black-eyed peas, onions, oil, and water were boiled in these pots.  The rice mixture was served in large communal bowls topped with Tonka.  Tonka is a hot spice blend made and used by the Songhai. ( As soon as I tasted it, I knew I had to bring Tonka back to my husband.) This was one of the best meals I have ever eaten.  I still tear up remembering working and eating together.  It was a blessed day. 
On the way home, the rain came.  Yes, the rain, after a couple of years of drought and failing crops in this area.  The rain came on the very day faithful friends of the Songhai, who were participating in a 30 Day Songhai Ramadan Prayer Guide, were praying for rain. This village is Holy Ground and this was one of those days when you can almost feel the veil tear and God's presence and blessing surround you.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Boubon, Day 2 in Niger (Wednesday 7/25)

We bravely loaded into the Bush taxi Wednesday morning.  This sweet buggy (an original swaggerwagon) was to be our chariot for the week.  We never had more than 12 people in our bush taxi, but frequently saw similar bush taxis with 15ish people, a few goats, some chickens, and boxes & bags piled 3 feet high on the luggage rack.  Our driver, Hama, took good care of us.  I chuckled at the irony of this admittedly spoiled American wife of a paramedic, daughter of a fire-fighter father who MADE car seats for us as children (they hadn't been invented back then), lover of air-conditioning (hater of hair blowing in my face) riding facing backwards, on an unsecured bench, with no seatbelt, right next to the open window.  Some unexpected blessings I discovered:  bandana secured hair does not blow in your face, balancing on an unsecured bench seat strengthens your CORE (my abs were sore!), and facing backwards is sometimes preferable to seeing what's in front of you!!

It was Market Day in Boubon.  The population of the town swells.  Everywhere you look, there are "vendors" selling livestock, food, spices, cooking pots, fabric, medicine.  Picture a flea market on steroids, in half the usual space.  There were lots of goats and cows. I'm not a goat expert, but the goats looked pretty normal to me.  The cows were the scrawniest heifers (ha-ha...get it?  scrawny heifer, as opposed to fat heifer--never mind) I had ever seen.  They had horns like Texas Longhorns, but their ribs were visible.

When we piled out of the bush taxi, we were swarmed by children. Little Madjeeto grabbed ahold of my right hand and he didn't let go.  As we walked through the village, I had two or three kiddos holding the fingers of my left hand, but nobody fought Madjeeto for his place on my right side.  The Foxes, who live in Boubon with their 3 precious little girls, directed us to homes where women had expressed interest in hearing more about the gospel. Mamu is a beautiful woman whose Christian brother-in-law has been witnessing to her.  She graciously offered us chairs (we didn't realize what a treat that was) and my little buddy laid across my lap.  As we took turns sharing the truth of the Gospel with Mamu, I rubbed Madjeeto's back.  That little punkin' stayed there for a good hour.  My mind wandered back to days of my boys laying across my lap while I rubbed their backs.  As I prayed for that sweet little fella, I scolded myself for ever hurrying through that precious time with my boys.  In the end, Mamu told us that she believed the words we said, but she could not go any further with a decision or baptism unless she had her husband's permission.  We prayed for her, for the very same things moms in this country ask for: health for the family, food for their family, safety.  We also prayed that her brother-in-law will continue to be bold in his witness to her husband and that her husband's heart will be opened to God.

After lunch we played the Market Game.  We were sent out, in teams of 3-4, with a shopping list and 2000 CFA.  Can I confess that it was NOT fun?  It was overwhelming!  Morgan (that youngster) loved it.  She found a young boy who led us through the market to find many of the things on the list. We did not win the game.  We collected more items, from the list, than other teams, but were disqualified because our baby gift was not acceptable.  Honestly, who doesn't need teething biscuits?  In the end, all of the goodies were divided up and we took gifts to two homes with new babies.

My group visited a woman with a 2 day old baby girl.  This precious little thing was so beautiful and was so the handiwork of God.  We took turns holding her and telling her mother how much Jesus loved her and that baby girl.  Mama listened politely, as she dribbled dirty river water into the mouth of that sweet little thing, but told us she was not interested.  This little shack was where I saw the most disturbing sight of week.  This sweet, beautiful, perfect little child had flies gathering around her nose and little puckered mouth.  Her cord stump appeared to be infected and was covered with flies.  Bless her Lord, bless her.

Exhausted, hot, sweaty, and dirty, we piled back into the bush taxi and headed back to Niamey for the night.


Saturday, August 4, 2012

Day 1 in Niger (Tuesday 7/24)

Our flights to Niger were great.  All connections were made, all luggage made the whole trip, the food was even decent, but no one really slept (except Morgan--I guess when you're young, you can sleep anywhere).  The ride to the Baptist Missionary compound was our first bit of culture shock.  Some of the roads were paved, some not, none in what we would consider good condition.  Nobody pays much attention to staying in their lane.  Horns are used a lot, to signal you are going to pass another car, motorcycle, donkey cart, etc....  Shacks by the sides of the road sell all variety of goods--fruits and vegetables, freshly slaughtered goat, phone cards, prayer beads, etc... At every stop-light, our vehicle was approached by beggars or vendors.  A polite, "Non, Merci" usually sent them on their way.  The compound is located on Embassy Row.  Embassy Row in Niger looks quite different than Embassy Row in Washington DC.  Everywhere is red, dry dirt.  The walls of the compounds looked like stucco (reddish) with concertina wire on top.  All embassy gates are guarded by armed soldiers--with Coleman tents as guard houses. Traffic is bad, especially when cows and goats get into the road!  Exactly 24 hrs. after we left Living Hope, on Sunday, we stepped into the Guest House in Niamey.

Tuesday morning, we had our orientation with Mark.  He gave us some history of the Songhai people.  The Songhai are 99.5% Muslim, but they have retained many of the animistic beliefs of their ancestors. They believe in the power of their ancestors, magic, sorcery, and very much fear the spirit world.  Most Songhai are subsistence farmers, growing millet, sorghum, and rice.  We also saw plots of Moringa--that's the active ingredient in some popular (and expensive) nutritional supplements.  The climate is harsh and there has been very little rain in the last couple of years.  The Songhai do not rotate crops, so their soil is depleted of the nutrients necessary for abundant crops. 

When the Songhai are sick, they visit their village's witch doctor.  He looks their symptoms up in his "notebook" which directs him to the appropriate verse in the Quaran.  The witch doctor then writes that verse, the required number of times, on a wide paddle-looking board.  He rinses the board with water and catches the ink/water in a container.  The "patient" is directed to drink the liquid and they will be healed.  The infant mortality rate is very high and is accepted as the will of Allah.

We met three very special people that morning:  Cephus, Biba, and Ibrahim.  When Mark and Parker bravely answered the call to share Christ with the Songhai people, they had to spend lots of time learning Zarma (and a little French), so they could communicate without translators.  Cephus was their language teacher.  When they moved from Niamey, the capital city, to the village of Ayarou, Cephus moved with them to help them with the adjustment.  As each Living Hope team returned from Niger, the name Cephus was mentioned with big smiles.  Two years ago, Cephus married a beautiful woman named Biba.  Cephus and Biba are Songhai, but were raised in Christian homes--their fathers are/were both pastors.  They are the primary translators for the visiting missionary teams.  Cephus also supervises the National Partners (Songhai believers who travel through the villages evangelizing and discipling). Cephus and Biba have been trying to get approved for Visas to visit the US, without success.  That morning, they had another appointment.  We were thrilled when Cephus danced into the room (we called it "the visa dance") with their good news.  Cephus and Biba were able to fly back to the US with us at the end of our visit, and will spend three weeks being "loved on" by supporting churches and sharing the desperate needs of the Songhai people.

The third person we met was Ibrahim.  Ibrahim was the first believer in Ayarou.  Folks who follow Mark and Parker's work in Ayarou and now Niamey know Ibrahim's story--from God speaking to him in dreams three nights in a row which led to his acceptance of Jesus, profession of faith, and baptism--to the death of Ibrahim's wife and his family and neighbors' refusal to help bury her unless he rejected Christianity.  It was so good to meet this strong, brave man and hear him tell his testimony of faith.

After orientation, we walked out into the RAIN, and headed to the American Embassy Recreational Area for lunch.  They make some good Mexican food!!

In the afternoon, Mark invited vendors he knows and trusts to come to the Guest House so we could do some souvenir shopping and practice our Zarma phrases. 

Each night we met for prayer and to share our "high/low" for the day.  Several of us stated that our frustration with trying to say simple greetings in Zarma was our "low" for the day.  It was scary to think that we would be heading out to a village the next morning.  We knew we had Cephus, Biba and Odette (Biba's younger sister) to translate, but there are certain greetings we'd need to use.
Fo Fo = Hello (and thank you)
Mate Gaham = How is your body? (yeah--seems weird until you realize it's just what they say)
Samay or Baney Samay = fine, well
Mate Zankey = How are your children?

Ready or not, rested or not, the village of Boubon was waiting for us.....

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Warning...This one is raw.

Today was back to work day.  It was so good to see my co-workers.  They kindly welcomed me back and were happy to hear about our work in Niger. 

I sat in my cubicle drinking my diet coke (Oh, have I missed you dear diet coke!), pulled up my email (only about 100 needing immediate attention) and felt.....paralyzed.  My emotional and physical exhaustion was palpable.  I could feel the weight on my shoulders, my head, my heart....  I powered on through, but have been fighting the urge to cry, all day.

The feeling only got worse when I pulled up Facebook during my lunch break and read such un-Christian rhetoric written by Christians.  I'm not getting into the whole Chick Fil A thing. My beliefs are between me and God.  We've talked about it a lot.  We've talked about a lot of things that I don't understand this past week.  I'm still listening and trusting.  HE has been faithful to tell me what is required of me and what I must do to stay on the path of Obedience.  Remember Micah 6:8?  He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?  Most of what I'm reading is neither kind nor humble.

The practical side of me knows that I'm experiencing jet lag and possibly some of the side effects of my anti-malarial meds.  My heart knows that I very specifically asked God to break my heart for others, to give me a heart of compassion, like Nehemiah had.  There's no telling where this is going to go.  We're still talking.  I'm still listening and trusting.